~JaNe--L33~

3.17.2009

是我的错吗?

今天的我觉得很累和空虚。整个人觉得很烦恼。。。早上才讲好不吵架,但最终还是吵架了。我真感觉到我越来越不了解他。感觉到距离越来越远了!我该怎样好呢?他跟我说他放工了,但我等很久了他还是没上来。我担心他有事所以就打给他,但他还是没回复我。过后他打给我就开始骂我说他在做着东西,骂我以为他在玩是吗?其实我又不是想烦他打扰他的意思。我只是担心他,以为他有什么事而已。我这样也有错吗?错是不是错在我太关心他了?我惟有可以关心他啊!要不然我还可以关心谁?谁对我好,我就会关心谁。但他最近的脾气都不是很好,只会发我脾气而已。我跟他在一起这么久了,最近他越来越小器了。我体谅他做工很累很烦,但也不应该发脾气啊!我自己也必须应付两样东西,我其实也感到真的很累。但发脾气并不能解决你的烦恼,何不讲出来,让我有个空间跟你谈一谈心,可能这样会觉得更轻松呢?希望你会明白我只是关心你,而不是要烦着你。记得什么事都有决解的方法,只是得用心去尝试和等候而已。当你遇到不开心的事时,我永远会在你身边当你的聆听者。每天笑一笑过生活,烦恼也会减少,人亦会开心点。祝天天开心。。。

3.15.2009

What is Love??

What is love??? This question appeared in my mind several times today! Can love be perfect? Y i couldn't feel the happiness of love and the perfect love? Y other couple can be so happy and looks so sweet when they're together? Y i can't make it? Is it my problem?? What i wish to have just a simple thing. I just want the person who i love to cares about me only. Its really hard to achieve. Should i give up or should i continue to be like that?? Just a small thing we also can made each other angry about for the whole day. I don't really understand y it could happen? It happens not just few times,but often. I'm feeling quite tired about the relationship between he and me. What i expected to be happen today does not success. Am i do anything wrong to the god? Y u want to treat me so?? Is there anyone can give me a perfect and complete answer about what is love? For me, love is just a feeling which included happiness and unhappiness. Love is blind. When you are not in love,it won't hurts you. But when you are in love,it hurts u a lot... It's really painful...

3.14.2009


怎样才算幸福呢??

怎样才算幸福呢??正真的幸福又是怎样的?现在的我是活在幸福里吗?他在我生活里已成为了我的习惯,我也不懂跟他在一起是幸福吗?当我跟另一个谈起他时,我会特意的转移话题,因为我根本不想谈起他。我觉得谈得开心时,把他放进我的话题里会影响到我谈话的兴致。可能我跟他在一起真的是一种习惯而已。。。但如果是一种习惯,怎么到现在我还放不下跟他的感情呢?到底什么是爱情??什么是幸福?

我只知道幸福是看不见的,它可以来得很快,也可以去得很快。我们根本捉不住幸福!!