是我的错吗？

今天的我觉得很累和空虚。整个人觉得很烦恼。。。早上才讲好不吵架，但最终还是吵架了。我真感觉到我越来越不了解他。感觉到距离越来越远了！我该怎样好呢？他跟我说他放工了，但我等很久了他还是没上来。我担心他有事所以就打给他，但他还是没回复我。过后他打给我就开始骂我说他在做着东西，骂我以为他在玩是吗？其实我又不是想烦他打扰他的意思。我只是担心他，以为他有什么事而已。我这样也有错吗？错是不是错在我太关心他了？我惟有可以关心他啊！要不然我还可以关心谁？谁对我好，我就会关心谁。但他最近的脾气都不是很好，只会发我脾气而已。我跟他在一起这么久了，最近他越来越小器了。我体谅他做工很累很烦，但也不应该发脾气啊！我自己也必须应付两样东西，我其实也感到真的很累。但发脾气并不能解决你的烦恼，何不讲出来，让我有个空间跟你谈一谈心，可能这样会觉得更轻松呢？希望你会明白我只是关心你，而不是要烦着你。记得什么事都有决解的方法，只是得用心去尝试和等候而已。当你遇到不开心的事时，我永远会在你身边当你的聆听者。每天笑一笑过生活，烦恼也会减少，人亦会开心点。祝天天开心。。。

What is Love??

What is love??? This question appeared in my mind several times today! Can love be perfect? Y i couldn't feel the happiness of love and the perfect love? Y other couple can be so happy and looks so sweet when they're together? Y i can't make it? Is it my problem?? What i wish to have just a simple thing. I just want the person who i love to cares about me only. Its really hard to achieve. Should i give up or should i continue to be like that?? Just a small thing we also can made each other angry about for the whole day. I don't really understand y it could happen? It happens not just few times,but often. I'm feeling quite tired about the relationship between he and me. What i expected to be happen today does not success. Am i do anything wrong to the god? Y u want to treat me so?? Is there anyone can give me a perfect and complete answer about what is love? For me, love is just a feeling which included happiness and unhappiness. Love is blind. When you are not in love,it won't hurts you. But when you are in love,it hurts u a lot... It's really painful...

怎样才算幸福呢？？

怎样才算幸福呢？？正真的幸福又是怎样的？现在的我是活在幸福里吗？他在我生活里已成为了我的习惯，我也不懂跟他在一起是幸福吗？当我跟另一个谈起他时，我会特意的转移话题，因为我根本不想谈起他。我觉得谈得开心时，把他放进我的话题里会影响到我谈话的兴致。可能我跟他在一起真的是一种习惯而已。。。但如果是一种习惯，怎么到现在我还放不下跟他的感情呢？到底什么是爱情？？什么是幸福？

我只知道幸福是看不见的，它可以来得很快，也可以去得很快。我们根本捉不住幸福！！